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Tito him: Let it rain
Fandom: Harry Potter
Character / Couple:
Sirius Black Prompt: 066. Rain
Rating: PG13
Summary: the object of the thoughts of Remus Lupin is almost always the same person, even when the wedding is looming.
Notes: transport in there with my suniverse. The suniverse is my mental world, one in which Remus Lupin and Sirius Black are like strawberries and cream are perfect together. I suppose there will be some other piece of suniverse in my Table, and I hope you aggraderà.

Let it rain

Tomorrow I'm getting married.
I know it makes no sense, but I can almost hear you laugh. If you lower eyelids I can see that your head snaps back and her lips are wide open unable to contain the laughter. As if I was telling a joke, and indeed in a sense it is. It's funny that I married. With your cousin, then. But do not you laugh
long. You'd see that you are serious and alzeresti shooting from the table, maybe pulling a good fist on the wooden floor, you would like clouds eyes and lips stretched in a storm of anger, very thin with the effort to contain the insults that still would not be able to stop, and I'd be insulted and angry, started shouting in that manner that almost intimidated even James. Leave the room with heavy steps and fierce, he cried out and an insult, you slam the door behind him and everyone would move out of your path, because you are pretty impressive when you're angry. And I know I should say you were and six, but I can not, I can not think of as a thing of the past that no longer exists. For me there are always, even now, I'm getting married tomorrow and I'm here on the street in the cold, in pouring rain and thunder, and think about what you would say, to imagine so precisely that it is as if you were here.
I've always done. Even when you were in prison, and I hated thinking that I was a murderess and a traitor, I could not stop myself to hear your voice, your comments to guess everything that happened around me, every little, every banality. And I just felt less and less every event seemed immense, just thinking about your reaction. Every time I fell on the world clearly saw again your face and your mindless grin and the sly voice that chanted some idle comment.
You have always been an optimist, you, unlike me. Even the living dead, Grimmauld Place, what relived Azkaban every night and hardly ever not smiling, he believed blindly that this war will end well. And it is only then, when you have expressed this conviction vagheggiante, I began to think that I even we can do really. How to Hogwarts, you were the one who saw things from the perspective of opportunities and I was acting almost reluctantly. You were the one who could, that I despaired of success. And it was from you that I drew the strength to believe in things and basically even in myself. My
lycanthropy has ceased to be an absolute tragedy when you stated that it was such a thing as another. And perhaps at that moment I began to love you, even if you have not I knew. The insults of Slytherin have ceased to be a hit when you've launched Mulciber a look of pity whispered let them talk.
Then you've put the laxative in the room, I plugged the thing even if I told you. Half table Slytherin had intestinal problems for two days and I was not difficult to trace the person responsible. But it did not matter. Because you're so
. The world as it washes and commitments can not be taken to affect your weight. Even death, for you, was the rustle of a veil that you slipped on the skin without posarcisi really no catch. Not even the Dementors have removed the wings, and if no more volavi was not because you could not but because he had lost the desire.
why the memory of your voice has always been the balm that relieves my existence, since 1981. even if I wanted to die. Your voice kept saying to let it go, forget about it, look on the bright side.
Even now, I know, do you would go away, slamming the door and yelling nasty and you shut in a room with beak or at the library, face to face with your anger and your impotence, yes. But later it comes out after an hour or two or ten. Would you come and sit in front of me and guards on the ground for several minutes without speaking, as if I were not there. Then he sighed and let you go to a grimace, your one of those sardonic grimaces, and then you say that's okay. That after all this is the only life I have and I have to somehow make it bearable. I would say to let things go forward.
I'm not downloading consciousness with wishful thinking. So that would be exactly like that, nobody knows better than me, nobody knows you as well.
And now I'm thinking if this is because I'm walking in the midst of this busy time and insistent that I dunk the marrow and I remember an afternoon in Hogsmeade , a lifetime ago. It was raining hard now and as I had said something about what was annoying to have your feet wet and dripping hair, and you raised your head, you looked at the cloudy sky screwing up his eyes to the drops that hit you in the face and you smiled.
"Let it rain, Remus," you cried, and there was laughter in your voice. "Tomorrow will be sunny and the gardens will be more alive, green and beautiful to see."
would have sounded pretentious, or poetic, if your voice had not been so genuine and disinterested, as if to mock themselves.
And tomorrow I get married, because it's raining but we must think of the sun. Look for it, too, when you can not guess.
I like to think you're nodding and laughter, even though I know not, you're no longer here and I do not see anymore. And when you finish laughing, I pull a pat and then leave the string around your arm behind my back, and nod your head to touch my ear with his lips to exclaim in a whisper:
"Finally, you understand , Moony. "